Recently, I've been thinking about different relationships and what they ACTUALLY involve. The aspect of relationships currently peaking my interest is how important it is to develop humility. Being humble enough to have conversations about things that you do that offend or irritate your friend, partner, sibling parent etc. feels like a humiliation ritual. It's especially difficult when it's a deep character flaw in yourself. It feels like you now have a long term personal assignment ahead of you to work on.

Everybody has a dream. An idea of the type of person or lifestyle you want to have. If I was to describe my future self with a short phrase I would choose "well rounded but especially caring". I would love to be in a position where I've worked hard in many different aspects of life and I can give people meaningful advice that motivates and benefits them. This definitely stems from the role model my dad has set for me. My parents have collectively gone above and beyond for not only me and my siblings but also their families as well and not taken for granted the position they are in. I don't think our circumstances are the same but to somewhat apply that, I would love to give a speech at my secondary school once I'm grown and inspire the youth. I don't plan on attaining any accolades so this might be difficult but I think I'd just enjoy encouraging them into pursuing ideas that they may have. I'd give them the full lore of the things I used to do at school. It would be a real tear - jerker I recon.